Someday you will come true...

wishin..hoping

2005-11-09T01:52:00.000-08:00

Like now.
I wish you're here to tell me everything's going to be okay. I wish you're here to tell me those words again... those words I always tried to hold on to... those words which always made me smile...those words I'll never hear again.. I wish you're here to hug me tight...and just allow myself to cry. I wish you're here to tell me to take care..to sleep early and to smile...
I wish you're here for so many reasons...

Things happen because they were meant to happen. Kahit na iwasan natin, it'll still happen if God wanted it to happen. I once read na God is there help us adjust our brain to hear what the heart already knows...

Wala lang. :) hahaha just wanna say that. Anyhoo, we reached Antipolo yesterday morning! :) ang saya! May fog pa and all..malamig and the weather was just perfect! :) i wanna drive mooore!! hahaha!! :) suppeerr fuuunnn!! :) mga kada, ready na ba kayo next sem? :) hahahaha!! :) sana maka abot na ako Tagaytay! :) hahaha.

:) I'm still sick. Aaargghh. :(

anyway, i'm kinda loving this life...yung talagang "single" *yuh know wha I mean* hhaha. And i'm planning to stay this way for a while. :) hahaha. :)

Anyway, today I cancelled the lessons because I'm super duper sick! :( I jjust don't get it why some people who are currently happy let something from the past (na hindi pa sila sure if true or not) destroy their current happiness. Is love not enough? Don't they trust each other that much? Or are they just so pa-pansin to bother people in the past? So weird. I mean..helleur..na sa iyo na siya! And so what if something happened before? YOU weren't in the picture YET. You're just about to come when it ended. hai.

HAy you people making fun of the picture above! Eh syempre lalaki yan kasi LALAKI yung hinihintay ko! :) atsaka ang cutie nung guy oh, may dala pa flowers... nakatingin pa siya sa malayo..eh helleur eto lang ako! :) haahha! ang corny na naman!

Bubu and I talked this morning...and her BBF left for the States na. Kinda reminded me of my bestfriend back in HS... Yeah, Micon. :) I remember how mad I was when they told me she aint coming back anymore... I remember answering phone calls so early in the morning (and getting extra load from Globe's promo!) and then crying..missing her like crazy... I used to feel I couldn't live without her... the only person who saw me cleaning the bathroom, the only person who helped me clean my messy condo..the only person who is willing to go with me sa mental hospital :) haha, the person who taught me kikay stuff, who helped me pass BIOLOGY in HS. The person who understands me more than I understand myself..ohwell... But when she came back, it was different. Everything seemed different..till we realized we barely know each other anymore... but she still remains so dear to me...coz our indifferences cannot and will never erase the bond we once shared. :) I still love her the way I do back in HS! :) So Bubu, kaya mo yan. :) you guys can survive any storm basta never ever mawala communication! :) I'm here for you Bubu! :) Basta lagi mo tatandaan God will never leave you alone. He will bring people to help you through. :) Thankie to my Carakinsst and my HS kada and my Magagangda family who helped ease the pain. :)

anyway, I gotta go. Baka di ako makapag-update next week! ang daming gagawin! My tita is coming home tonight! :) hahaha! welcome to my new Shu eye lash curler! :) and my new make-up kit! :) im so exciteeed! :) hahahaha! :)

miss me people!!

o yeah I suddenly remembered a line from the book I read last night: " I don't believe in magic, Fernie said.
WHo says you have to? Magic is supposed to be unbelievable., the fairy said"

i wish you were here

2005-11-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

Like now.
I wish you're here to tell me everything's going to be okay. I wish you're here to tell me those words again... those words I always tried to hold on to... those words which always made me smile...those words I'll never hear again.. I wish you're here to hug me tight...and just allow myself to cry. I wish you're here to tell me to take care..to sleep early and to smile...

I wish you're here for so many reasons...

Things happen because they were meant to happen. Kahit na iwasan natin, it'll still happen if God wanted it to happen. I once read na God is there help us adjust our brain to hear what the heart already knows...

Wala lang. :) hahaha just wanna say that. Anyhoo, we reached Antipolo yesterday morning! :) ang saya! May fog pa and all..malamig and the weather was just perfect! :) i wanna drive mooore!! hahaha!! :) suppeerr fuuunnn!! :) mga kada, ready na ba kayo next sem? :) hahahaha!! :) sana maka abot na ako Tagaytay! :) hahaha.

:) I'm still sick. Aaargghh. :(

anyway, i'm kinda loving this life...yung talagang "single" *yuh know wha I mean* hhaha. And i'm planning to stay this way for a while. :) hahaha. :)

Anyway, today I cancelled the lessons because I'm super duper sick! :( I jjust don't get it why some people who are currently happy let something from the past (na hindi pa sila sure if true or not) destroy their current happiness. Is love not enough? Don't they trust each other that much? Or are they just so pa-pansin to bother people in the past? So weird. I mean..helleur..na sa iyo na siya! And so what if something happened before? YOU weren't in the picture YET. You're just about to come when it ended. hai.

HAy you people making fun of the picture above! Eh syempre lalaki yan kasi LALAKI yung hinihintay ko! :) atsaka ang cutie nung guy oh, may dala pa flowers... nakatingin pa siya sa malayo..eh helleur eto lang ako! :) haahha! ang corny na naman!

Bubu and I talked this morning...and her BBF left for the States na. Kinda reminded me of my bestfriend back in HS... Yeah, Micon. :) I remember how mad I was when they told me she aint coming back anymore... I remember answering phone calls so early in the morning (and getting extra load from Globe's promo!) and then crying..missing her like crazy... I used to feel I couldn't live without her... the only person who saw me cleaning the bathroom, the only person who helped me clean my messy condo..the only person who is willing to go with me sa mental hospital :) haha, the person who taught me kikay stuff, who helped me pass BIOLOGY in HS. The person who understands me more than I understand myself..ohwell... But when she came back, it was different. Everything seemed different..till we realized we barely know each other anymore... but she still remains so dear to me...coz our indifferences cannot and will never erase the bond we once shared. :) I still love her the way I do back in HS! :) So Bubu, kaya mo yan. :) you guys can survive any storm basta never ever mawala communication! :) I'm here for you Bubu! :) Basta lagi mo tatandaan God will never leave you alone. He will bring people to help you through. :) Thankie to my Carakinsst and my HS kada and my Magagangda family who helped ease the pain. :)

anyway, I gotta go. Baka di ako makapag-update next week! ang daming gagawin! My tita is coming home tonight! :) hahaha! welcome to my new Shu eye lash curler! :) and my new make-up kit! :) im so exciteeed! :) hahahaha! :)
miss me people!!

o yeah I suddenly remembered a line from the book I read last night: " I don't believe in magic, Fernie said.
WHo says you have to? Magic is supposed to be unbelievable., the fairy said"

~Magic~

2005-10-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish you were still here.

Like now. I wish you're here to tell me everything's going to be okay. I wish you're here to tell me those words again... those words I always tried to hold on to... those words which always made me smile...those words I'll never hear again.. I wish you're here to hug me tight...and just allow myself to cry. I wish you're here to tell me to take care..to sleep early and to smile...

I wish you're here for so many reasons...

Things happen because they were meant to happen. Kahit na iwasan natin, it'll still happen if God wanted it to happen. I once read na God is there help us adjust our brain to hear what the heart already knows...

Wala lang. :) hahaha just wanna say that. Anyhoo, we reached Antipolo yesterday morning! :) ang saya! May fog pa and all..malamig and the weather was just perfect! :) i wanna drive mooore!! hahaha!! :) suppeerr fuuunnn!! :) mga kada, ready na ba kayo next sem? :) hahahaha!! :) sana maka abot na ako Tagaytay! :) hahaha.

:) I'm still sick. Aaargghh. :(

anyway, i'm kinda loving this life...yung talagang "single" *yuh know wha I mean* hhaha. And i'm planning to stay this way for a while. :) hahaha. :)

Anyway, today I cancelled the lessons because I'm super duper sick! :( I jjust don't get it why some people who are currently happy let something from the past (na hindi pa sila sure if true or not) destroy their current happiness. Is love not enough? Don't they trust each other that much? Or are they just so pa-pansin to bother people in the past? So weird. I mean..helleur..na sa iyo na siya! And so what if something happened before? YOU weren't in the picture YET. You're just about to come when it ended. hai.

HAy you people making fun of the picture above! Eh syempre lalaki yan kasi LALAKI yung hinihintay ko! :) atsaka ang cutie nung guy oh, may dala pa flowers... nakatingin pa siya sa malayo..eh helleur eto lang ako! :) haahha! ang corny na naman!

Bubu and I talked this morning...and her BBF left for the States na. Kinda reminded me of my bestfriend back in HS... Yeah, Micon. :) I remember how mad I was when they told me she aint coming back anymore... I remember answering phone calls so early in the morning (and getting extra load from Globe's promo!) and then crying..missing her like crazy... I used to feel I couldn't live without her... the only person who saw me cleaning the bathroom, the only person who helped me clean my messy condo..the only person who is willing to go with me sa mental hospital :) haha, the person who taught me kikay stuff, who helped me pass BIOLOGY in HS. The person who understands me more than I understand myself..ohwell... But when she came back, it was different. Everything seemed different..till we realized we barely know each other anymore... but she still remains so dear to me...coz our indifferences cannot and will never erase the bond we once shared. :) I still love her the way I do back in HS! :) So Bubu, kaya mo yan. :) you guys can survive any storm basta never ever mawala communication! :) I'm here for you Bubu! :) Basta lagi mo tatandaan God will never leave you alone. He will bring people to help you through. :) Thankie to my Carakinsst and my HS kada and my Magagangda family who helped ease the pain. :)

anyway, I gotta go. Baka di ako makapag-update next week! ang daming gagawin! My tita is coming home tonight! :) hahaha! welcome to my new Shu eye lash curler! :) and my new make-up kit! :) im so exciteeed! :) hahahaha! :)

miss me people!!

o yeah I suddenly remembered a line from the book I read last night:
" I don't believe in magic, Fernie said.

WHo says you have to? Magic is supposed to be unbelievable., the fairy said"

boReDoM...siCkNeSs

2005-10-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

"You can't give what you don't have" I got this from Donna's blog. :) hahaha. ring a bell, cowbell? Hahaha. :) anyway, driving was FUN! :) hahaha I learned the proper way to drive..and I conquered my fear! :) hahaha. I got to drive around qc circle! woowness! :) hahaha. but naging super boring na din..plus i was sooo sleepy! The weather today is soooper nice. :) sarap matulog! :)

Anyway, I'm currently reading Angels and Demons and it's really interesting! I'm about to finish it na! :) ahaha! it's super exciting!! :)
bad news: i'm sick :( naku baka bird flu? huwwwaaaat! hahaha sana I get well soon na :( we have sooo many lakad pa next week! :)

Anyway, look at this one..I got it from leslie's blog

Hiling - Paramita
nahihirapan na ang aking isipnauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo..nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa 'kin..giliw..
nalilito ako, nais kong sagipin ang atingnalulunod na pag-ibignguni't handa akong palayain kakung ito ang 'yong hiling gaano man kasakit sa akinibibgay sa yoang tanging pakiusap langwag mo akong kalimutan..
kay rami nang nagdaanna pagsubok sa ting pag-ibigkakayanin pa kayang mabawi paang mga nasabi nang masasakit na salita..
kung ito ang yong hilinggaano man kasakit sa akin..ibibigay sa yo..
nanlalamig na bang pag-ibig mo?**

hahaha anyway, gotta go sleep early! :)

2005-10-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

wow this is so kewl. hahaha. i'm now here sa blogspot. and after ten thousand years, nakakita na me ng magandang template...but i will find more. :) hahaha. I like this ung picture but ung caption di mashado. :) hahaha. :)

it's funny coz I was just telling Sheree how Mr. Fed Ex appeared in my dreams twice na. :) I'm excited, scared, nervous, happy! :) hahaha. :) Ang song ko na nga ngayon ung sa MYMP... ung meron "and when I dream, i dream of you.. maybe someday you will come true.."

my font color looks like tae. :) hahaha. Anyway, thank you kay Jelo for helping me out here! :) hahaha. yeyness! :) i am so sleepy na but i'm waiting for Chx on tv. :( boo! i'm still thinking if i'll be moving here for good na...and leave tabulas na :( aaawww.

i gotta go :) mwa :*

hehe

2005-10-26T09:04:00.000-07:00